— gunfire wasn’t
new in jackson’s life. maybe he wasn’t used to it at such a young age compared to others more aligned to his character - his parents, although they had their darker sides, seemed to have always handled him as though he were fine glass - though that didn’t make him particularly shy away from it, either. when he was on his own, without the soft goddamned
mittens his parents used to hold him and try and leave him unscathed from the world, gunfire and war all became part of his life. it wasn’t particularly something he mixed himself up in - maybe a deal gone wrong, or people that tried to fuck with him - but he had observed war tear groups and land apart before.
when he was lodging in alexandra, he hadn’t exactly expected to hear gunfire
right outside of his door one day. it was most likely his fault for not thinking that would be an obvious event for bluestemmers but, judging by how shocked some of the members had been at the time, it didn’t seem like a
common scene in alexandra.
jackson had a choice that day. he could have joined in, fought with the people who had been
so hospitable to him. get himself a few brownie points to redeem at a later time, an “i owe you” of sorts. or, he could simply watch like he always did, not lending a hand in yet another pointless war between two stubborn groups.
that day, he had turned his heels and looked out for himself and
himself only. there was no room to try and think with his heart -- some would even contest if he
had a heart to follow. he took the easy path, and that was putting himself first, just as he always had. it was him against the world. it had been that way ever since his family was split.
if he didn’t look out for himself, who the hell else would?
nobody had exactly
succeeded at keeping him safe when the opportunity called for it. he stayed out of the business entirely, without a single ounce of remorse upon finding people injured or hurt upon his return to the scene. even long after the events, he couldn’t find himself to feel guilty for the decision he made; no one else seemed to blame him for it either.
”didn’t take you as the exploring type.” eyes wandered towards jamie, the younger man walking further away from alexandra along the worn train tracks. jp furrowed his brows in agitation, as if just
trying to silently convey a look that said,
are you kidding me? yeah, he backpacked across the goddamn country without a damn sense of adventure. still, he understood the attempt at small talk, eventually getting around to shrugging his shoulders as he decided on saying,
“yeah, well there’s nothing else to do around here.” blunt. looking towards alexandra in the near distance, his gaze lingered before he looked back out.
“are there any sights worth seeing around here?” Spoiler: tags ― updated 02/23. show ◜BASICS ┊ COMING AROUND, BUT YOU ACT SO COLD ◞
‣ ❝ jackson peters ❞ | jp | male [he/him] .
‣ 25 years old . | december 10th; sagittarius.
‣ currently visiting bluestem prairie
↳ nomadic, generally doesn't stay at one place for long
◜PERSONALITY ┊ YOU DON'T KNOW WHY I JUST WANNA BE ALONE ◞
‣ independent . hard-working . adventurous . resourceful . serious . decisive . self-reliant . blunt . abrasive . coarse . selfish . critical . short-tempered . standoffish . distrustful . distant . adrenaline-loving .
↳ has a love for travel, often alone . enjoys not being tied down to one place .
◜ APPEARANCE ┊ ALWAYS PUT MYSELF IN DESTRUCTIVE SITUATIONS ◞
‣ five foot nine & one hundred and fifty five pounds ; reference .
↳ short, black hair
↳ toned build
↳ blue eyes, has resting bitch face to the max. looks constantly annoyed.
◜ FAMILY ┊ REMIND ME WHAT I'VE DONE AND WHERE I'VE BEEN ◞
‣ benjamin peters x anne-sophie peters | whereabouts unknown, possibly deceased
↳ were incarcerated for drug trafficking crimes . when the electricity went out in the prison, it's possible they either escaped or died in their cells . jp is more inclined to believe the latter happened .
‣ an only child
◜ RELATIONSHIPS ┊ SELDOM KNOWN AND BARELY MISSED ◞
‣ homosexual ; monogamous | hasn't particularly "come out" of the closet, but doesn't seem inclined to either
◜ INTERACTIONS ┊ WE'RE TOO YOUNG TO BE CRITICS ◞
‣ [ 10/10 ] physically | [ 10/10 ] psychologically .
↳ difficulty w/ guns [ difficult ] | difficulty w/ melees [ difficult ] | difficulty w/ hand-to-hand [ extremely difficult ]
‣ @elysian. | dm for any major plots .
‣ nonviolent actions may be powerplayed .