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Creative Center / Re: neon gravestones — dump
« on: Today at 12:01:17 AM »
uhhhh

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some ideas i had for puck:
- being really nervous to come out to anyone but eventually coming out to either greenie or mickey bc he trust them the most out of all the people in NS
- finds a kid, steals it, names it.. bumble. but kid i mean goat. baby goat. or, even better, a monkey considering in the book he’s based on, he has a chimp army.
- having an allergic reaction to something?

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PSYCHOLOGICAL ISSUES:
- psychosis
   - most common auditory hallucination is his name, or someone laughing at him. sometimes he will hear short sentences like 'do it' or 'come here'- usually they are no longer then 3 or 4 words, but they can become fully fledge conversations
   - has the tendency to talk to said hallucinations out loud when he feels calm enough to do so
   - has a favourite and least favourite voice. his favourite voice sounds vaguely like his mother, his least favourite sounds vaguely like garbled radio static
   - does experience tactile hallucination, but these are a bit more rare. when he does feel them, it often causes break downs. often times it feels like bugs crawling on him, or more violent feelings like hands around his neck (like in the notes)
   - has visual hallucinations a lot. usually they are small, but sometimes they can horrify him. its rare to see him have an episode where he sees something, but its possible for you to catch him staring at something that isn't there
   - has trouble figuring out what is real and fake.
   - stress is very much a trigger for him, and can make things much worse for him

OPTIMIST OR PESSIMIST: pessimist. after seeing the horrors of the world and the things that he isn't aware aren't real, he has come to see life in a very bleak way. he's quicker to doubt people.

MBTI: MBTI; "TITLE" — INFORMATION PAGE
— i/e
— n/s
— t/f
— j/p

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Character Creation / BEEN ON MY MIND SINCE THE FLOOD [ hank ]
« on: Yesterday at 12:57:57 AM »
FULL NAME & ORIGIN: hank bell ; hank, old english, short for hankin, which is another name for john. ; bell, unknown origin, meaning bell ringer
NICKNAME: " han "
- DO THEY LIKE THE NAME?: he hates nicknames in general and prefers if you call him by his first name only.

BIRTH DATE: unknown date of birth
AGE: 27
PLACE OF BIRTH: frankfort, kentucky

RELIGION: formerly mormon, currently atheist
- DEGREE OF RELIGIOUS PRACTICE: was raised strictly mormon, but now he doesn't really believe in religion anymore.

SEXUALITY & MARITAL STATUS: bisexual male leaning; single.
- ROMANTIC LEVEL?: not emotionally stable enough for a steady relationship, and he isn't actively looking.

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Unofficial Group Guides / Re: THE FINDERS — UPDATED 12/12
« on: December 13, 2019, 11:24:28 PM »
slaps

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Creative Center / Re: [ MYN'S GENERAL FOR CHARACTERS AND STUFF ] v1
« on: December 12, 2019, 11:28:31 PM »
character based on "warrior inside" by leader
pinterest
- male
- 25-30
- possible psychosis?
  - notes here
  - completely unaware he has it. he thinks its perfectly normal
  - most common auditory hallucination is his name, or someone laughing at him. sometimes he will hear short sentences like 'do it' or 'come here'- usually they are no longer then 3 or 4 words, but they can become fully fledge conversations
  - has the tendency to talk to said hallucinations out loud when he feels calm enough to do so
  - has a favourite and least favourite voice. his favourite voice sounds vaguely like his mother, his least favourite sounds vaguely like garbled radio static
  - does experience tactile hallucination, but these are a bit more rare. when he does feel them, it often causes break downs. often times it feels like bugs crawling on him, or more violent feelings like hands around his neck (like in the notes)
  - has visual hallucinations a lot. usually they are small, but sometimes they can horrify him. its rare to see him have an episode where he sees something, but its possible for you to catch him staring at something that isn't there
  - has trouble figuring out what is real and fake.
  - stress is very much a trigger for him, and can make things much worse for him
- possibly manic bipolar along with that?
  - during manic highs, he will stay up for days on end working on seemingly useless and endless projects ( partially spurred on by psychosis as well )
  - during manic lows, he becomes exhausted, more irritable then usual, and might sleep for up to 20 hours a day, only waking for meals, if he even eats
- often very cold and cut off from others, can't make friends easily
- had an actually ok childhood, but his parents were helicopter parents and he didn't have much chance to do much
- has a "imaginary friend" which is really just a reoccurring visual hallucination of his twin sister who died when they were young, and he simply repressed the memory of it ever happening.
- often wears dark colours with a splash of blue here and there.
- weapon of choice is heavily metal chains.

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OOC Discussion / Re: THE FINDERS HUB —
« on: December 12, 2019, 04:23:24 PM »
screeches

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Creative Center / Re: [ MYN'S GENERAL FOR CHARACTERS AND STUFF ] v1
« on: November 30, 2019, 12:23:21 AM »
full name / winston james delacroix
— winston, derived from the old english wynnstan, wynn "joy", stan "stone".
— james, an apostle in the new testament,
— delacroix, french, De la "of the", croix "cross"
— Whin - s - ton, jay - mz, deh - lah - cwah
nicknames / wins, winnie, asshole, old man

age / 37 years old
dob / april 7th, 1981
zodiac / aries

gender / cisgender male
pronouns / masculine pronouns

personality / Traits: observant, a fairly good person despite all the negative, caring,  stubborn, wary of newcomers, hot headed, violent, impatient, a bit panicky, self-destructive, a loose canon, has a dependence on melatonin and can't sleep well without it

appearance /
— dirty blond, choppy, medium length
— steely blue, almond shaped (?)
— tanned from the sun but still fairly pale, a few wrinkles here and there, thin stubble
— tattoo on his left forearm that says "hampton"
— 6'2 ( 188 cm )
— 201 lbs
— always has bandages on his arms, leather pea coat ( black ), black hoodie under that, a grey henley under that, fingerless gloves, grey beanie, wears this helmet 99% of the time, and if he is to ever take it off, he wears sunglasses and this face shield. normally wears steel toed combat boots
— fc is josh holloway

headcanons /
- loves classical music
- the thing that triggers his seizures the most is extreme stress
- a lot of times, his epilepsy just causes some extreme headaches, but if he hasn't slept at all, then he's more likely to have a seizure
- has a tendency to hit himself, wherever he can. the most common place he hits is his thigh, but if he cant, he goes for his chest. this causes some severe bruising, and he once broke his own rib.
- named his gun "Barney" because his kid put a barney sticker on it.

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Creative Center / Re: [ MYN'S GENERAL FOR CHARACTERS AND STUFF ] v1
« on: November 30, 2019, 12:22:52 AM »
L Y R I C
toyhouse + au information
( updated [what has been updated], MM-DD-YY )
❖ winston james delacroix | introduces himself as "cyanide", lets those he trusts call him winston
❖ male | cisgender | he / him, doesn't mind they / them
» born: april 7th, 2002 | 37 years | aries
❖ bluestem | member

L Y R I C
❖ unknown father X unknown mother | gen z | orphaned / foster
» siblings unknown siblings
❖ single / widower | bisexual / biromantic | monogamous
❖ [ 1 ] crushes | crushing on derrek
❖ ½ of winrek / derston.


LYRIC
- loves classical music
- the thing that triggers his seizures the most is extreme stress
- a lot of times, his epilepsy just causes some extreme headaches, but if he hasn't slept at all, then he's more likely to have a seizure
- has a tendency to hit himself, wherever he can. the most common place he hits is his thigh, but if he cant, he goes for his chest. this causes some severe bruising, and he once broke his own rib.
- named his gun "Barney" because his kid put a barney sticker on it.


LYRIC
without helmet | health: 90%
— dirty blond, choppy, medium length
— steely blue, almond shaped (?)
— tanned from the sun but still fairly pale, a few wrinkles here and there, thin stubble
— tattoo on his left forearm that says "hampton"
— 6'2 ( 188 cm )
— 201 lbs
— always has bandages on his arms, leather pea coat ( black ), black hoodie under that, a grey henley under that, fingerless gloves, grey beanie, wears this helmet 99% of the time, and if he is to ever take it off, he wears sunglasses and this face shield. normally wears steel toed combat boots
» disabilities: epilesy
» current injuries: --
» recovery time: 0 day(s)


LYRIC
❖ ( PERSONA TYPE / "PERSONA TITLE" / ALIGNMENT / HOGWARTS HOUSE )
 observant, a fairly good person despite all the negative, caring,  stubborn, wary of newcomers, hot headed, violent, impatient, a bit panicky, self-destructive, a loose canon
» mental stability: depends
» disorder(s): ptsd


LYRIC
❖ physically hard in most categories | ATTACK IN BOLD AND @/COSMYN
❖ was trained as a navy seal | can and will kill | ASK TO CAPTURE/TORTURE
❖ CAN POWERPLAY NONVIOLENT ACTIONS

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Creative Center / Re: [ MYN'S GENERAL FOR CHARACTERS AND STUFF ] v1
« on: November 29, 2019, 11:06:40 PM »
<333333 binch

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Welcome Board / Re: hi
« on: November 29, 2019, 11:04:44 PM »
kicks down the door and screams
HOWDY i know u
ily bench

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Creative Center / Re: [ MYN'S GENERAL FOR CHARACTERS AND STUFF ] v1
« on: November 26, 2019, 11:42:38 PM »
SHE TOLD ME THAT SHE LOVED ME BY THE WATER FOUNTAIN
SHE TOLD ME THAT SHE LOVED ME AND SHE DIDN'T LOVE HIM
And that was really lovely 'cause it was innocent But now she's got a cup with something else in it It's getting kind of blurry at a quarter past ten And he was in a hurry to be touching her skin She's feeling kind of dirty when she's dancing with him Forgetting what she told me by the water fountain ———¬â€-
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Creative Center / Re: [ MYN'S GENERAL FOR CHARACTERS AND STUFF ] v1
« on: November 26, 2019, 11:31:09 PM »

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