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yeET this will mostly be for blurbs and such for my characters, so uh yeAH feel free to track my lame-ass (and usually really super bad) writing

THIS THREAD HAS A TRIGGER WARNING FOR:
— MENTIONS OF SELF-HARM
— MENTIONS OF DOMESTIC ABUSE
— MENTIONS OF BLOOD
— SUICIDE
— SUICIDAL THOUGHTS
— DEATH

I won't be marking each and every post with a trigger warning, so if you have a problem with any of these, i strongly suggest you don't read any of it <3


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« Last Edit: March 30, 2018, 10:58:21 PM by Shadow »
i'm not a pessimist
I'M JUST A REALIST && QUOTES && HUB


Spoiler: i am obv their favorite • show
screams over mania with you - Pyre
you are a nerd
you're a nerd
boogie woogie woogie
hoot lurks in the shadows ooo watch out
joey loves you <3
greahound hacked into your profile to say she adores you and to have a great day
greahound hacked into your profile a second time to love on you more because grea loves you A FUCKING LOT

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Re: can't you see the flowers dying all around you? && writing dump
« Reply #1 on: January 02, 2018, 05:12:56 PM »
He didn’t know what caused this. He didn’t know what was wrong with him. Why was his heart racing so quickly, and why was his breathing so fast and shallow? He couldn’t think straight; it felt like he was dying. He knew he was likely sobbing pathetically, but there was nothing he could do about it. He was lost. He wasn’t sure what was going on, only that this had happened just once before: when he had admitted what had happened with Jasyn to Manwë and Sam. It seemed that the people he wanted to impress, to prove he was strong to, always showed up at the worst times, just to see him whimpering on the floor like a child.

The panic had set in only a minute or so prior, for no apparent reason except that Peter had made the mistake of thinking about—him. He’d been trying to keep his mind off of Jasyn and his all-too-real threat for the past week, but every time he slipped up, things only seemed to get worse. He had thought that ignoring the problem could fix it, but every time he closed his eyes he felt those last words to him out of Jasyn’s lying mouth like barbs in his skin.

”This wasn’t supposed to happen, Peter, I love you.” Now his head was swimming with the lies, the pain, and the harsh sting of betrayal that still lingered behind almost a year later. His mind was in a fog, his thoughts racing like horses on a track. He couldn’t think straight—he couldn’t think at all. He could only sit there on the floor in his pain, legs curled up to his chest, locked in one position as he trembled lightly. Things always seemed to end like this—with Peter on the floor, feeling way too detached from reality, curled in on himself like a small child. When had he become so stupid, so small, so weak?
quick little bastard ✧°. tags
« Last Edit: January 02, 2018, 05:26:38 PM by Shadow »
i'm not a pessimist
I'M JUST A REALIST && QUOTES && HUB


Spoiler: i am obv their favorite • show
screams over mania with you - Pyre
you are a nerd
you're a nerd
boogie woogie woogie
hoot lurks in the shadows ooo watch out
joey loves you <3
greahound hacked into your profile to say she adores you and to have a great day
greahound hacked into your profile a second time to love on you more because grea loves you A FUCKING LOT

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Re: can't you see the flowers dying all around you? && writing dump
« Reply #2 on: January 02, 2018, 05:20:43 PM »
definite track

i like how you just knew i would see this
you didnt even try and tag me and here i am
benefits of stalking


ALSO STOP HURTING HIM? stop
and who cares he'd figure it out somehow via doing something stupid like looking for him and then mcfucking tripping on him yknow

+ i should make one of these
++ THIS IS ALL I'M SAYING. IM NOT GOING TO FLOOD. MUST RESIST
CAUSE YOU NEVER WIN IN HUMAN RACES
SO WHO'S THE LOSER NOW? ————---——-
GREA OR GREY. SHE/HER. SEVENTEEN. TRYING, SORT OF. ˝ SHADOWHOUND.
﷽—﷽   LINK & LINK & LINK  ﷽—﷽

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Re: can't you see the flowers dying all around you? && writing dump
« Reply #3 on: January 02, 2018, 05:28:29 PM »
yeah I figured you’d see it eventually lmao
you and your stalking do have their benefits


N E V E R
I hope you know that this thread won’t even be posted until near the end of january
benjamin: Peter where are you are you ok
benjamin: fucking trips over peter
i'm not a pessimist
I'M JUST A REALIST && QUOTES && HUB


Spoiler: i am obv their favorite • show
screams over mania with you - Pyre
you are a nerd
you're a nerd
boogie woogie woogie
hoot lurks in the shadows ooo watch out
joey loves you <3
greahound hacked into your profile to say she adores you and to have a great day
greahound hacked into your profile a second time to love on you more because grea loves you A FUCKING LOT

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Re: can't you see the flowers dying all around you? && writing dump
« Reply #4 on: January 02, 2018, 05:30:13 PM »
YOU WANT A RESPONSE YOU BETTER GO TO THE THREAD
REFUSING
CAUSE YOU NEVER WIN IN HUMAN RACES
SO WHO'S THE LOSER NOW? ————---——-
GREA OR GREY. SHE/HER. SEVENTEEN. TRYING, SORT OF. ˝ SHADOWHOUND.
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Re: can't you see the flowers dying all around you? && writing dump
« Reply #5 on: January 02, 2018, 05:58:07 PM »
>:^(
CAUSE YOU NEVER WIN IN HUMAN RACES
SO WHO'S THE LOSER NOW? ————---——-
GREA OR GREY. SHE/HER. SEVENTEEN. TRYING, SORT OF. ˝ SHADOWHOUND.
﷽—﷽   LINK & LINK & LINK  ﷽—﷽

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Re: can't you see the flowers dying all around you? && writing dump
« Reply #6 on: January 02, 2018, 05:59:27 PM »
:^)))
i'm not a pessimist
I'M JUST A REALIST && QUOTES && HUB


Spoiler: i am obv their favorite • show
screams over mania with you - Pyre
you are a nerd
you're a nerd
boogie woogie woogie
hoot lurks in the shadows ooo watch out
joey loves you <3
greahound hacked into your profile to say she adores you and to have a great day
greahound hacked into your profile a second time to love on you more because grea loves you A FUCKING LOT

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Re: can't you see the flowers dying all around you? && writing dump
« Reply #7 on: January 02, 2018, 07:32:04 PM »
Jairo was uncertain as to why his boy had salt water dripping from his eyes, and why he was facedown on the bed. Jairo couldn’t tell what was going on, but he knew that emotion. That was sad. Sad was a feeling that humans didn’t like, and Jairo was quickly finding that he didn’t like it, either. Especially when it was written across every line, every plane of his boy’s face.
« Last Edit: January 28, 2018, 04:42:46 PM by Shadow »
i'm not a pessimist
I'M JUST A REALIST && QUOTES && HUB


Spoiler: i am obv their favorite • show
screams over mania with you - Pyre
you are a nerd
you're a nerd
boogie woogie woogie
hoot lurks in the shadows ooo watch out
joey loves you <3
greahound hacked into your profile to say she adores you and to have a great day
greahound hacked into your profile a second time to love on you more because grea loves you A FUCKING LOT

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Re: can't you see the flowers dying all around you? && writing dump
« Reply #8 on: January 03, 2018, 11:09:51 AM »
wow that's fucking gay shadow
CAUSE YOU NEVER WIN IN HUMAN RACES
SO WHO'S THE LOSER NOW? ————---——-
GREA OR GREY. SHE/HER. SEVENTEEN. TRYING, SORT OF. ˝ SHADOWHOUND.
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Re: can't you see the flowers dying all around you? && writing dump
« Reply #9 on: January 03, 2018, 11:11:23 AM »
DONT YOU DARE
i'm not a pessimist
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Spoiler: i am obv their favorite • show
screams over mania with you - Pyre
you are a nerd
you're a nerd
boogie woogie woogie
hoot lurks in the shadows ooo watch out
joey loves you <3
greahound hacked into your profile to say she adores you and to have a great day
greahound hacked into your profile a second time to love on you more because grea loves you A FUCKING LOT

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Re: can't you see the flowers dying all around you? && writing dump
« Reply #10 on: January 03, 2018, 11:13:16 AM »
WOW PETER THATS PRETTY GAY
CAUSE YOU NEVER WIN IN HUMAN RACES
SO WHO'S THE LOSER NOW? ————---——-
GREA OR GREY. SHE/HER. SEVENTEEN. TRYING, SORT OF. ˝ SHADOWHOUND.
﷽—﷽   LINK & LINK & LINK  ﷽—﷽

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Re: can't you see the flowers dying all around you? && writing dump
« Reply #11 on: January 03, 2018, 11:18:43 AM »
LET PETER BE GAY AND LOVE BENJAMIN OK HE DOESNT NEED YOU TO MAKE FUN OF HIM
i'm not a pessimist
I'M JUST A REALIST && QUOTES && HUB


Spoiler: i am obv their favorite • show
screams over mania with you - Pyre
you are a nerd
you're a nerd
boogie woogie woogie
hoot lurks in the shadows ooo watch out
joey loves you <3
greahound hacked into your profile to say she adores you and to have a great day
greahound hacked into your profile a second time to love on you more because grea loves you A FUCKING LOT

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Re: can't you see the flowers dying all around you? && writing dump
« Reply #12 on: January 03, 2018, 11:29:38 AM »
but it's BENJAMIN
CAUSE YOU NEVER WIN IN HUMAN RACES
SO WHO'S THE LOSER NOW? ————---——-
GREA OR GREY. SHE/HER. SEVENTEEN. TRYING, SORT OF. ˝ SHADOWHOUND.
﷽—﷽   LINK & LINK & LINK  ﷽—﷽

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Re: can't you see the flowers dying all around you? && writing dump
« Reply #13 on: January 03, 2018, 11:42:29 AM »
STOP MAMING FUN OF HIM OR ILL WRIT EMORE GAY STUFF
i'm not a pessimist
I'M JUST A REALIST && QUOTES && HUB


Spoiler: i am obv their favorite • show
screams over mania with you - Pyre
you are a nerd
you're a nerd
boogie woogie woogie
hoot lurks in the shadows ooo watch out
joey loves you <3
greahound hacked into your profile to say she adores you and to have a great day
greahound hacked into your profile a second time to love on you more because grea loves you A FUCKING LOT

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Re: can't you see the flowers dying all around you? && writing dump
« Reply #14 on: January 03, 2018, 11:43:40 AM »
IS THAT A THREAT OR A CHALLENGE BC I DIE FOR GAY STUFF?
CAUSE YOU NEVER WIN IN HUMAN RACES
SO WHO'S THE LOSER NOW? ————---——-
GREA OR GREY. SHE/HER. SEVENTEEN. TRYING, SORT OF. ˝ SHADOWHOUND.
﷽—﷽   LINK & LINK & LINK  ﷽—﷽