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Re: [ under those same stars ] dump
« Reply #30 on: September 20, 2018, 04:26:24 PM »

korinna seraphina aurore

&& princess, next heir to the throne
&& her father, the king, is a brute of a man; cruel, unkind and abusive; he hates that his daughter is the one who is next in line to run the country
&& she grew up loud and wild and left to her own devices, her mother was the beckon call of her father and she was given lady-in-waitings as friends and elder maidens to watch over her as a parent should. she was just a child when things changed; her mother could only bare one child, herself, and her father became very bitter and angry, it didn't help that he was a drunk.
&& trigger warning /sexual abuse, physical abuse, verbal abuse, murder/
    her father is extremely inappropriate with her, it starts when she's twelve. no more detail will be said about that, just know she's been sexually abused. her father is also very aggressive with her, he's mean and hateful and she often times is figuring out ways to hide bruises and such. her mother found out what her father was doing and tried to stop it, but that led to her "disappearing".
&& ever since the abuse started, she has become quieter, polite, a shadow. she was always such a lively child, bright and sweet and ready to take on the responsibilities of a princess. now she's just a shell of her old self, she's broken and sad and lonely
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Re: [ under those same stars ] dump
« Reply #31 on: September 20, 2018, 05:07:28 PM »


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« Reply #32 on: September 23, 2018, 08:39:09 PM »


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« Reply #33 on: September 24, 2018, 09:36:12 AM »
here comes the sun
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« Reply #34 on: September 24, 2018, 12:48:24 PM »
i wanna join a tnw group but idk which one. any suggestions you guys?
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« Reply #36 on: September 24, 2018, 01:21:23 PM »
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« Reply #37 on: September 29, 2018, 07:33:25 PM »
u rock !
Greer Morgana Hale
intimidating, loyal, charming
age: thirty seven
birthday: july nineteenth
zodiac: cancer-leo cusp
pronouns: she/her
code name: job
sexuality: heterosexual
mbti: estp 
personality: the world has taken all your warmth, your energy, you never wanted to be cold blooded, lizard lady
( resilient, motherly, fiery tempest - dead heart trying to beat again )
greer never started out this way; dark with sin bloodying her hands, but it is who she is now. she's got a cold heart, not in the sense of her being evil, because truthfully she was never evil, just the world took away her warmth and has left her with overly animated eyes to drown out the death rotting her beating heart. she has been through such terrible things; she's been thrown away, seen death overtake someone before her eyes, been bullied and abused and stripped of warmth, has been sexually abused, has lost those closest to her. but here she is, still alive and doing what it takes to survive. she's found her new family, and though they are sinners she has never felt this way - saved. her new family, the members of the antichrist, get to experience the true greer. they get to see her strength through her stubborn mind and the way she, like atlas, takes the world onto her shoulders and never complains. they get to see that genuine warmth in her eyes when she watches one of them accomplish something, pride and fondness radiating off her. they get to see her stern, motherly ways as she does everything to protect them and be there for them. they get to see greer's love, the way she gives and gives and doesn't ever expect anything in return - maybe it should be concerning, the way she gives her life to the antichrist. but it's just who she is. she is a spitfire woman, trying her best to stay alive even though the crushing weight of her past threatens to choke her until she's limp and cold. the members of the antichrist should deem themselves lucky, they have greer on their side.

oh, lord, forgive my weary hands and for what they may do, i'll carry out his evil plans if he wants me to
( loyal, dutiful, stubborn - a fallen angel, born to be a soldier but cursed to do it her way )
greer is, ironically, a good and faithful "servant". she would go to the ends of the earth for those she cares about, unquestioningly and willingly. she is loyal to her cause, loyal to a fault; she would never betray someone that she's given a piece of her dead heart to. and when she's found a cause to stand by, she stands by it with the mightiest of lightning fists. she is expressively stubborn, her bite and her bark startlingly firm and intimidating. she does not hesitate in joining the fray, she is a fighter. she was born into this cold world and has raised herself up to be a survivor. and she teachers her loved ones that as well; fight for what you want, join a cause and stick with it. she is frighteningly mean when her family is threatened, or when the cause is disrupted by disloyalty. people who betray her leave a sick taste in her mouth, and she won't hesitate to do what she has to to those who hurt her or anyone dear to her.

i can't help this awful energy, god damn right, you should be scared of me who is in control?
( calculating, observant, intimidating - she is danger in the form of pretty blue eyes and a smirk )
greer is most known for reading people, it's downright scary how easily she can tell what you are thinking - nothing gets past her. her gaze is unnerving, it's like the little chills she gives you are what allow her to know exactly what you are thinking, calculating what you are going to do next. she could walk into a room and just know what everyone is feeling and thinking, it's quite the asset. it also allows for her to be a social chameleon, the most dangerous part about her is that you will never know what's going on in her head. she can blend into her surroundings whilst standing out. she can walk into a room and people automatically want to come to her, like the world is frozen over and she is the only fire left to provide them warmth. she is charming, she knows what people want and she knows how to get what she wants from people. people find her easy to talk to, they find them spilling all their secrets and clinging to her out of hope and desperation. everyone wants her in some form - and that makes her the most dangerous person in a room.

history: greer morgana hale was born without a family, or without one that cared for her anyway. her father was a scumbag who didn't want to deal with responsibility, he just thought her mother would be a fun time, he never expected a baby to come out of it. he wasn't seen from again after that night, and he left a seventeen year old to deal with the consequences herself. she kept the baby a secret until she physically couldn't hide it anymore and she had to fess up. her parents kicked her out, left to fend for herself on the streets; calling their daughter a sinner and a whore, being the devout family they were. greer's mother was taken in by a convent and taken care of until the birth of her child. when greer was born, her mother fled, leaving a crying blue eyed baby alone in her bassinet. the nuns, used to taking in unwanted babies, decided to place greer up for adoption. she wasn't in the system long, and a family adopted her. the mother was unable to have kids herself, but her and her husband wanted at least one child.

greer was their blessing, they loved their little girl, even if she wasn't actually theirs, and they cherished her. they raised her in a catholic church, taking her to sunday school every morning and making sure she never went without. this lasted up until greer was about seven, that was when her life really took a turn for the worst. her parents were robbed one night, the criminals creeping into her bedroom and silencing her with a finger pressed to their lips, offering her life in exchange for silence. they left her room and went downstairs, but her father heard them and both her parents went down to check it out. greer crept after them, curious about what was going on and to warn her parents that if they stayed quiet, they'd be okay. it was too late, greer didn't make it downstairs in time, having stopped to grab her rosary beads and cling to it for bravery like she was taught to do, praying to god to help her help her parents. she was on the last step that led into the living room when she heard two loud bangs and saw the crumpled bodies of her parents on the ground. she screamed so loud that if the gunshots hadn't woken up the neighbors, her blood-curdling scream sure would have. the robbers ran out of the home before the police got there, leaving behind a sobbing greer clinging to her parents on the ground, prayers escaping her lips like a lifeline. god never came.

after that, greer was adopted by another family of the church and was put in therapy. her new family was...okay. they only really adopted the young girl because they were "close" with her parents and wanted to keep up the pretense that they were a good, devout family. they had two older children, girls, who were very adamant on excluding greer and reminding her she didn't belong there. she was, quite literally, a red-headed stepchild. the mother of the family was already extremely jealous of her own daughters, who were the apple of her husband's eyes, he loved his little girls. add another girl that didn't belong there to the mix and out came a truly evil stepmother. she showed no affection to her new daughter, the only nice thing she did was take her to therapy and that was only because she had to. greer's new father, albeit kind, was a bit of a workaholic and the time he did get was taken up by his first two daughters, though he was known for reading bedtime bible stories to greer to get her to fall asleep; and when she had nightmares he would wake up and sit with her. he had never been a very affectionate man in the first place, but he tried to be kind to greer, for compassion wasn't a thing he was lacking.

as the years progressed, her time with her new family, the wright's, only seemed to get worse. the father, who was a pediatric surgeon, ended up killing himself due to the stress of the job and the guilt he felt when too many kids kept passing away under his knife - it hadn't been his fault, the kids were terminally ill in the first place, but it still never set well with him. he had been depressed for years and by the time greer was thirteen, he just couldn't do it anymore. the mother, became an alcoholic and started to become abusive to all her girls, even her own. greer was still bullied by her other sisters, and she got the blunt end of her mother's anger and bitterness all the time. greer prayed all the time for mercy, she prayed for her father to watch over her, but nobody ever came.

 by the time she was sixteen, greer didn't even recognize affection for what it was anymore. she had always been a girl who had felt everything so deeply, she carried it all with a heavy heart and still tried to find love and give love. she tried being nicer to her mother, tried showing her compassion and grace because that's what she was taught at church, it never worked. she tried to help out her sisters, even offering to do all their chores just so they'd maybe like her, it never worked. greer didn't even go to therapy anymore, her therapist had been handsy and gross and arrested and she was never sent to a new doctor. she had all this pain inflicted on her and nowhere to let it out; not that she wanted to let it out in a bad way, she really just wanted someone to talk to and someone to hold her when it all got too much.

in walks foster at greer's diner job, requesting the pretty thing with the red hair be his waitress. he was older than the, then, sixteen year old; he was twenty and he was charming and he was beautiful and he touched her arm and moved her hair behind her ear with such a gentleness she had never known. he was kind and he was able to take care of her and after a few months of them seeing each other, he offered to take her away. she had already packed her bags, she was ready. two years later, and the lovers were married with a child on the way. they weren't rich by any means, but they got by and they loved their cost apartment. greer felt like everything was looking up from there. she even decided to go to college after she had gotten her g.e.d, having at first dropped out of school when she ran away from home. but she was going back to school to become a psychologist, hoping to do for others what wasn't done for her. foster had been such a good influence on her, she had always been an open hearted girl, kind and sweet and so ready to love, but now that he had given her confidence she was that inner flame that always seemed to shine in her, she was fiery and bright and charming, everyone loved her. she was even going back to church, having gotten away from it a bit when her and foster had first moved away.

five years later, greer being twenty three and and foster being twenty seven, greer was graduating college with her bachelors and, whilst in her masters program, was going to be interning with a firm to get practice under her belt, and to help foster provide for the family while he went to school part-time to become a detective. they had a little boy, reese, who was four. the two loved reese, he was just what they needed after coming home from a long day of work and classes; he kept them young and vibrant, even though they were both of those things he helped them stay true. he was a special boy, he had his quirks as he was diagnosed with progressive mutism, so he never spoke. they loved him, he was unique and bright and he never ceased to entertain them, even with as quiet as he was. he was their little boy and they cherished their family. greer, being a psychologist, was always in-tune with her son's moods, she could read him like an open book, and the moods she didn't know right away were easy for her to guess.

fast forwards a few years, and greer can genuinely say that she's happy, and that she has been happy for a long time. her and foster are wonderful together and, even though reese can't talk, he's made so much progress - has come out of his shell so much. it's on a regular sunday afternoon that everything changes, again. the family is back from church, a few friends over with their kids while they cook out in their new house in a quaint suburban neighborhood. reese, despite his oddities is quite popular at church, all the other kids thinking it's so cool that he speaks through sign language and gestures, with his facial expressions. it took some getting used to, but most of them are now proficient in sign language and love to come up with "secret codes" and inside jokes. greer loves all her friends' kids, and her and foster had been talking of having another one of their own - greer hadn't said yet but she was with child at the moment, just found out two days prior. she wanted to do something cool to expose it to foster, knowing her husband love big spectacles. anyway, back to the tragedy. the kids were out in the front yard, kicking a soccer ball around, while the adults were inside chatting away. the parents jumped at the sound of kids screaming, and not in a playful manner. everyone rushed outside to see what had happened, noticing a car squealing away and a child lying limp in the road. foster had reached the child first, crying out in anguish when he realized it was reese. he tried to get them to take greer away, she didn't need to see this. it was too late, she was right there, screaming, her breathing becoming erratic. she couldn't feel her heart anymore and it wasn't long before she passed out, fainting just as the piercing sound of the ambulance hit her ears.

two days later and greer is released from the hospital with a heavy heart and her shaking hands clasped with her husband's. she had lost two of her children in the span of two days. reese had been killed on impact with the car, he had been running to grab the stray soccer ball when the driver hit him; they still hadn't found the man that was responsible, even with the help of the kids describing the vehicle. greer was thankful for those kids, they tried to help, they were grieving too, and they even all offered to come see her in the hospital; she just couldn't do it though, she sent them all kisses. from her hysteria and the stress it all caused on greer, she had ended up miscarrying the baby she had just found out about. poor foster hadn't even known she was pregnant yet. he was devastated when he found out, and he had to tell his wife when she woke up and the dead look in her eyes crushed his soul. he truly did love her.

but over the next year or two, the marriage was strained; they tried relying on each other but for some reason it just wasn't working, it was like two inexperienced med students trying to perform heart surgery, they just weren't ready to do that. when things just wouldn't get better, and they started to turn to yelling, they knew they needed to stop. they didn't want to hurt one another, but this couldn't go on anymore, not when foster started turning to other women for attention and greer just wouldn't talk about her feelings because she didn't know how, she just got closed up and couldn't react. greer loved foster more than anything, she did, but it didn't help; she prayed to god to help ease her broken heart, she prayed to him to help her marriage. again, he never showed up.

when the divorce finalized, foster left without a trace, gone from greer's life as if he had never been there. and greer, with nothing but bitterness left, went in search of something to fill her void. she was angry, especially at god; whom she had been devoted and faithful to and who never came to her aid when she asked. she was a living ball of anger and turmoil, looking for destruction and chaos, and maybe something to make her feel alive again. she happened upon the antichrist (maybe she knew booker through foster since he was a detective and the two were acquaintances i don't know??). they were just what she needed, a cause she could get behind unyieldingly. they were her new family, one that she desperately needed. ever since she joined, she has been exceptionally loyal and faithful to them, she loves her new family and she would give her very last breath for them, she would kill for them, she would do anything for them. anything.

other:
-- greer suffers from night terrors, which has resulted in her becoming quite the insomniac, it's extremely hard for her to sleep; most of the time she doesn't.
-- since she was a mother, it kind of rubs off on the younger members of the antichrist; she looks out for them like she wasn't and she cares deeply for them all. she would do anything for them, even give them tough love if needed. but seriously, she loves them all.
-- don't question her loyalty, those are fighting words and you don't want to piss this lady off.
-- she can be quite scary if she needs to be, though most of the time she is the charming spitfire she was born to be. she struggles with letting people all the way in, like barely anyone knows all of her history, they just know that it was bad.
-- if she's alone, sometimes she just cries; she has a lot of pent up anger, sadness and grief.
-- she can actually be very loving, and she loves hugs, so if anyone ever needed a cuddle, as weird as it sounds for a group like the antichrist, she would offer them up gladly.

theme song: lizard lady by laura doggett

u rock !
Shiloh Fallon Quinn
chaotic, eager, explosive
age: nineteen
birthday: june ninth
zodiac: gemini 
pronouns: she/her
code name: psalms
sexuality: bisexual
mbti: isfp 
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« Reply #38 on: October 01, 2018, 12:09:12 PM »
PLOT IDEAS (theme spooktober)
&& a thread based off halloweentown
    basically there's a town just outside of the human eye we're creatures such as vampires, werewolves, witches, etc, exist and live together peacefully (or not so peacefully, just depends) and a couple humans stumble upon it or get trapped there or idk, just a thread based off halloweentown

&& a thread based off insidious
     its cool if you haven't seen the movie, though 10/10 recommend it as its my favorite horror movie. now, this thread is gonna be creepy as hell just saying. but basically my idea was that a few teens/young adults get trapped in a place called "the further" which is like purgatory. these people are able to travel the astral plane in their sleep and can, essentially, leave their body and travel while they dream. they end up getting stuck in "the further" where demons and ghosts are out to get them and want to possess them so they can come back. this thread might include two parts, the people stuck and whoever is trying to get them back on the real world aspect

&& an amateur (meaning teens) ghostbusters group!
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« Reply #41 on: October 03, 2018, 12:06:32 PM »
pray the lord my soul to keep :
hush, little baby,
don't say a word
never mind that
noise you heard
just the beast under your bed
in your closet, in your head

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« Reply #42 on: October 03, 2018, 09:12:40 PM »
EMERALD BAMBINO FAWN
NAME emerald bambino fawn
GENDER cis-male
SEXUALITY homosexual homoromantic
BIRTHPLACE cheshire, england
LANGUAGE(S) SPOKEN english, knows a small amount of french
FAMILY meadow bellamy fawn ( mother, deceased ) and sage rivers ( father, recently estranged )
BREIF HISTORY when his dad found out that his mom was pregnant, he broke off their relationship and decided to keep his distance. he wasn't ready for a kid, he just wanted a fun fling without the responsibility. he was the head honcho at his place of work, he wanted fun and frisky where at work he had to be rigid and boring. so, he stepped back. he helped out financially and was there when bambi was born, but for the first six years of his life, bambi knew very little about his dad. up until his mother was murdered and he was sent to live with his dad. his father was just that, a father, he wasn't a dad. he was borderline a bully, and though he did care for his son he didn't really know how to love him properly, which is a part of why bambi can be so clingy. however, despite his dad wanting him to stop being so "soft" and "feminine", even started calling him bambi to be insulting (though bambi likes the nickname so). once bambi finished school, he broke off contact with his dad (kind of). he doesn't consider him his dad, never has, but still calls him for holidays and birthdays because he is his dad, he just isn't close with him. it's weird.
TRAITS clumsy, goofy, adorable, innocent, sweet, social butterfly, soft-spoken, thoughtful, wanderer, innocent, compassionate, friendly, intelligent, clingy, bright, charming, cheeky, romantic, sensitive, heart on his sleeve, open-minded, vulnerable, cries easily, smiley, optimistic, brave
MENTAL HEALTH he has a pretty rocky mental health; he seems so smiley and happy but he's got a lot going on inside. he misses his mom still, every day it's a dull ache, and he has a bad relationship with his dad. he doesn't really have a family. he has mild depression and general anxiety disorder.
HOBBIES/PASSIONS
GENERAL LIKES
GENERAL DISLIKES
AGE nineteen
DOB february first
STAR SIGN aquarius
MOON SIGN libra
RISING SIGN cancer
PRONOUNS he/him
GENDER male
POB cheshire, england
RELIGION agnostic
TONGUE english
MBTI ANSWER
TEMPERAMENT ANSWER
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« Reply #43 on: October 07, 2018, 12:34:52 PM »
END IS NEAR
THIS IS THE WAY THE
WORLD
ENDS,
NOT WITH A BANG BUT A WHIMPER
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« Reply #44 on: October 07, 2018, 12:38:20 PM »
M.M.I.T.H
I JUST LEFT YOUR BEDROOM, GIVE ME SOME MORPHINE, IS THERE ANY MORE TO DO
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