Author Topic: ◜ . 𝘪𝘵'𝘴 𝘨𝘰𝘰𝘥 𝘵𝘰 𝘣𝘦 𝘬𝘪𝘯𝘨 ┊ 𝐝𝐮𝐦𝐩 𝐧𝐨. 𝟐 ◞  (Read 1056 times)

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« Reply #45 on: January 22, 2019, 09:55:31 PM »


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break me down, but i won't be imprisoned.
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« Reply #46 on: January 24, 2019, 11:49:34 AM »
random quotes:

i. " it takes a monster to destroy a monster . "

ii. " there is a poem scratched into the walls of my throat . no one has heard it but it's there . "

iii. " i will find a way or make one . "

iv. " i will bleed for better reasons this year . "

v. " i want to love , but my hair smells like war and running and running . "
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« Reply #47 on: January 24, 2019, 10:10:05 PM »


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« Reply #48 on: January 26, 2019, 03:43:32 PM »


@finny. for creed <3
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« Reply #49 on: January 27, 2019, 10:56:28 PM »
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a youthful face covered in dried blood, a hidden yearn for vengeance behind dark and empty eyes, an old walkman and cassette tapes, a cigarette hanging loosely from split lips, old and worn sneakers, curling up in the dirty corner of a bathroom in a shady motel, tracing the scars littering your body as you watch in a dirty mirror, bloodied and bruised hands left unbandaged and untended, taunting your assailant with a lick over your bloodied teeth, rage and hatred hidden beneath faux innocence, always the guilty party but never the one to take the blame, always sleeping fully clothed
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LISTENING TO . . . dear god by XTC
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« Reply #50 on: January 27, 2019, 10:59:20 PM »
the above ^ is based on this theme's muse pop-up . the font for the first name is abril fatface , the font for the last name is seoul script , and the rest is montserrat ( and font awesome for the icons ) . + definitely looks wonky on mobile .

&& i'll probably add more aesthetics as i think of them , as well as his ( spotify ) playlist and thread once i make them .
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i. my internal agony is not beautiful . i will be alone eternally , and i can't make my loneliness pretty ; i cannot make my anger , or my sorrow , or my constant worry , or my never being good enough beautiful . it's ugly and vile , wrapping around me with a death's grip , and i am destined to burn in my own jealousy and cynicism . i am weak and unlovely and withered and trampled and indistinct .

ii. i will burn , and i will simmer , until my withering turns into ash . i will burn , and i will scratch and crawl until i am no longer buried by the weight of the world . i will not be soft or trampled ; i will be threatening . i will live out of spite , and i will love in the darkest times . i will teach and defend and cure ; i will turn my jealousy and cynicism and loneliness and anger and ashes into gold and fire and love .
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location: "united" states of hell
sexuality: bisexual
hogwarts house: ravenclaw
ilvermorny house: horned serpent
patronus: dolphin
enneagram: 6w5
mbti: infp-t
moral alignment: chaotic neutral

YO, what is UP, babes ?? i'm fitz, also known as marsy or leo—you can call me whatever, tbh. i'm currently seventeen (17) going on ninety (90), and i live in the central standard timezone. i love to write—but i never do it, let's be honest—but mostly i just have a very big passion for creating and helping others. i'm a leo (i know, right? a leo named leo), with an aries moon and rising libra. i'm basically a leo in every aspect, and it's kinda scary how true most astrology posts and descriptions are. ANYWAY, i'm such a fuckin' nerd, and everyone who knows me knows it. i tend to hyperfixate on things, and won't talk about anything but those things for a certain period of time, so i apologize beforehand if i get annoying lmao. i also say 'lmao' too much, and use way too many emojis, question marks, ellipses, periods, and exclamation marks. yea. i think that's about it ?? i'm kinda boring lmao. xoxoxo

currently watching: deadly class , the punisher s2 , the gifted , the resident
current listening: anything and everything on my playlists lmao
currently reading: the world's worst criminals
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matter of morality - title subject to change
overall summary / idea: ares sterling has been an assassin , alone , for almost fifteen years . he's a ghost living in the mountains , alone . alone , until a quiet boy and a protective girl stumble upon him while he's packing up after a job . unable to hurt kids , he takes them with him , a life-altering decision that ends with a tired assassin becoming the mentor and illegitimate father of a bunch of homeless teens .

main characters: ares sterling ( 35 ) , fern ahlin alamillo ( 17 ) , jaeger morrison ( 18 )
secondary characters: tbm
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« Reply #55 on: February 07, 2019, 05:13:38 PM »
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the post that includes all the general stuff
self-explanatory ! where you can locate his tags
all the in-depth stuff about his history
post where you can find notes on his personality
all the Extra stats, like charisma 'n' shit
all the little extra tidbits, like habits 'n' such
his playlist, linked and written out
the music he actually listens to / likes
more links like pinterest board & threads 'n' such
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« Reply #56 on: February 12, 2019, 08:08:51 PM »
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« Reply #57 on: February 12, 2019, 08:35:51 PM »
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・゚✧ and that's because i wanna be your favorite boy, i wanna be the one that makes your day, the one you think about as you lie awake. i can't wait to be your number one, i'll be your biggest fan and you'll be mine, but i still wanna break your heart and make you cry.

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« Reply #59 on: February 12, 2019, 09:03:08 PM »
break me down, but i won't be imprisoned.
i hold my ground 'til my heart stops beatin'.