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and my pride is all i've got ⋅ ⋆ dump
« on: August 31, 2017, 06:06:07 PM »
⋅ ⋆  ah yes, yet another dump. my latest one has now 111 pages, so i thought it was about time to make a new one !! as always, feel free to track 'n' chat 'n' whatnot, because it's already going to be a mess; why not make it messier? (:
‘ you can be so much softer than me with your sweet nothings . i'm not like that . i don't know how to love anything without sinking my teeth into it . ’
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« Reply #1 on: August 31, 2017, 06:06:54 PM »

deacon fionn justice

- most people know him by dj, but close friends and family often calls him deac or deacs. sometimes they tease him and call him connie, but not as often as the previous nicknames.
- age is whatever i feel like tbh lmao. nothing below seventeen or over 25 tho.
- did someone say angsty ??
- his dad puts way too many expectations on him, but he honestly just wants the best for his son. his mother is always to busy with his little sister so she just lets daddio take care of deacs. he's not too close with his mom, and he's drifted apart from his dad, now, too.
- never really felt truly loved or wanted until he met his best friends (':
- he never feels good enough, no matter how many times his friends tell him he is. it's just been hammered into him so hard, by himself, that it might not ever change.
- he lives off of caffeine. he prefers energy drinks over coffee, but he'll take whatever he can get/whatever he's offered. honestly you probably won't ever see him without an energy drink lmao.
- don't fucking mess with his friends or family. he is very witty and will embarrass you in front of yourself and everyone else around, and if he has to, he will beat your ass.
- if you make fun of him, poke fun at him, etc, he won't give a shit tho. he might say some sassy comeback or something, but he won't even look in your direction. he won't give you the satisfaction of getting angry over whatever you said or did.
- he was in sports in hs until he got caught for something he didn't do aka getting caught with weed and alcohol underage (he wasn't even the one carrying it or anything, and he refused to drink or smoke). he was gonna quit soon, anyway, once he gathered the courage to. his dad was real pissed, and it made them even more distant.
- he went into drama class after that, and it was the best thing he'd ever done, if you asked him. he was glad he got caught for something he didn't do, in some ways.
- he lost the respect of a lot of people, but gained it back quickly, because he doesn't take anyone's shit. ever. words bounce right off of him (unless you're a friend or family member, then it hurts, even if it's just a joke).
- as cliche as it sounds, his biggest enemy is himself. he's always doubting himself, as mentioned before (he thinks he's never good enough, no matter what he does).
- he loves loves LOVES to read. he's also one of those nerds who loves to study ??
- he's kind of quiet, and definitely soft-spoken, and sweet and very respectful. he has Great manners (unless he knows you don't, then he'll be r00d right back @ you), always saying please and thank you and holding open doors for others, etc.
- he's constantly tired, mentally drained which makes him physically drained, but also energetic ??
- "how do i think i'm gonna die? definitely by drinking too many caffeinated drinks. one day i'll accidentally drink ten energy drinks and my heart will beat right out of my chest and then fail."
- he's always encouraging his friends, and always staying out of the spotlight so they can always have their own. he always makes sure to tell them how proud he is of them, and how amazing they are.
- he's a good comforter tbh. he won't touch you unless you say it's okay, and his voice is soft and quiet and he's not overbearingly cheerful and optimistic. he's a realist, and he'll tell you how it is but in a gentle way, and he'll let you rant to him if you need to. he won't even talk unless you ask him a question tbh.
- he ain't ugly but he ain't fine either, and he knows it. he calls himself a peeled potato ?? ?
- The Token White Friend tbh
‘ you can be so much softer than me with your sweet nothings . i'm not like that . i don't know how to love anything without sinking my teeth into it . ’
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king bb
« Reply #2 on: August 31, 2017, 06:08:09 PM »

cherry gansey hollingsworth

- yes, he read trc series.
- he has a bunch of nicknames, although the most common are his last name, king, and raven boy.
- transmasculine demi-nonbinary babe who uses he/they pronouns and doesn't have a preference between the two. (he's presented as masculine since he was like nine years old.)
- pansexual, with a slight preference for men, and panromantic with no preference.
- he's a leo, and apparently leos are confident and/or arrogant, but he is definitely not.
- okay so maybe he's like lowkey confident but also hates himself, he's just conflicted.
- "LET ME LIVE MY LIFE" he yells as he lays in a very uncomfortable position in bed on his laptop with a bunch of empty chip bags and energy drink cans next to him.
- oversized hoodies and jackets are love, oversized hoodies and jackets are life.
- he prefers to just stay comfortable, when it comes to clothing style. he usually wears skinny jeans, but sometimes he'll go out in some joggers.
- he has a lot of "ex-boyfriends" but they weren't really anything special, just young kids trying to figure themselves out n stuff.
- artistic. loyal. sympathetic. loving. humorous. intellectual. strong-willed. flexible. understanding. suppressed. anxious. sometimes lazy. insecure. moody. easily discouraged. apologetic. indecisive. timid.
- he's based off of myself (except he's a lot prettier and taller and also made a youtube channel which i haven't done yet) (': so yea he's a fuckin' anxious mess.
- loves drama as long as he's not involved in it, and as long as nobody gets physically hurt BECAUSE of the drama. he loves to Spill Tea.
- he hates school with the utmost passion for several good reasons. that doesn't mean he didn't try his best, though.
- his dad is kind of a dick, but it's obvious he does care, and his mom is the Best.
- he has a little brother and a twin sister who annoy him to no end, but he loves them both anyway.
- literally listens to all kinds of music, even some country (aka like,, just sam hunt basically, and not often because he has others band/artists he is obsessed with)
- lord have mercy on his poor angsty soul
- he's really socially awkward and never knows what to say and he Freaks Out even when there's nothing to Freak Out over. he's an over-thinker and that's an understatement.
- needs a freakin break
- he made a youtube channel after much inner-debate, and he's doing way better than he thought he would be. he usually posts vlogs and Spilling Tea videos. it's the only place he feels even remotely comfortable talking so much; behind the camera. he does have second thoughts each time before he posts a video, but he just says "fuck it" and posts it.
- doesn't know how to respond to text messages aka he is too lazy to aka too busy doing other shit aka too busy being a procrastinator
- he loves and references memes so much that he has become one, himself.
- other than youtube, he doesn't have a lot of social media he uses too often.
- he has undiagnosed misophonia, and was professionally diagnosed with generalized and social anxiety when he was thirteen. he had really bad depression back in fifth through half of seventh grade, but it went undiagnosed because he hid it from everyone pretty well.
- he's definitely come out of his shell more. he used to basically be mute, but he's gotten more sociable and has more friends and is better at talking with them n stuff.
- he has hella difficulty asking for help. like, it's not pride, it's his social anxiety.
- honestly, his mood swings are Horrible. he can go from hyper and sunshine one second, then the next second he's broody and pissed off to hell.
- help this poor babe pls
« Last Edit: September 18, 2017, 06:38:10 PM by dolanβ„’ »
‘ you can be so much softer than me with your sweet nothings . i'm not like that . i don't know how to love anything without sinking my teeth into it . ’
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Re: and my pride is all i've got ⋅ ⋆ dump
« Reply #3 on: August 31, 2017, 06:08:15 PM »
*:・゚✧  HAVE YOU EVER SEEN THE CROWD GOIN' APESHIT?

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Re: and my pride is all i've got ⋅ ⋆ dump
« Reply #4 on: August 31, 2017, 06:09:08 PM »
goddammit fue wHY ARE YOU SO QUICK
‘ you can be so much softer than me with your sweet nothings . i'm not like that . i don't know how to love anything without sinking my teeth into it . ’
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« Reply #5 on: August 31, 2017, 06:10:27 PM »

aiali'i hahona kaui

- since literally everyone but his family butchers his name, everyone just calls him li, lili, or chief.
- age ranges from teens to early twenties ?? yea, i guess so
- he was born and raised in new zealand to a nz maori native mother and a scottish/english father.
- his accent is Everything.
- he's a tol boy, about six-foot-one - but he's a very gentle giant.
- his smile is the cutest thing ever ?? he has such an adorable, sunshiney smile.
- he has a lot of white friends, but there's one in particular that he has no idea why he's even friends with. he doesn't even remember how they met. ya'll know who i'm talkin' about.
- seriously, that kid ^^ is going to give chief an aneurysm one of these days. he makes chief want to bang his head into a door repeatedly.
- like chief is super smart and understanding and loving, but good fucking lord, why is he friends with tristan, that greasy mayo boy
- man, can this boy sing. he has such an Amazing Voice, and he can also play electric/acoustic guitar and the piano (he was forced to take piano lessons when he was younger, but he ended up absolutely loving it).
- Gay but also demi ya feel
- highkey a Power Bottom, he's always sitting in his dude friends' laps when they let him (except tristan go away)
- he has two older sister who are out of the house, a younger sister, and two younger brothers, and when his parents are out/at work/on a trip/etc, he's always the one to look after the younger ones, because his older siblings are always like "WE'RE BUSY TOO BYE" he doesn't mind though, he loves his siblings sm. he's a good brother.
- he's just a real chill dude tbh. he's really good at breaking up fights and helping people compromise, and he does it in such a chill way. he very, very rarely raises his voice (and when he does, it's him just being weird/trying to be funny). he's just gr8.
- he'll honestly go anywhere and (almost) do anything his friends want to, unless it's just plain stupid. he's not dumb, he knows when not to do something; and he won't trespass unless he knows for sure he won't get caught. he's adventurous 'n' stuff, he just has common frickin sense.
- he's fluent in maori and english, and knows conversational spanish and romanian. he love-love-loves learning languages.
- i'll add more (hopefully) in sixth block which is in,,, five minutes
‘ you can be so much softer than me with your sweet nothings . i'm not like that . i don't know how to love anything without sinking my teeth into it . ’
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Re: and my pride is all i've got ⋅ ⋆ dump
« Reply #6 on: August 31, 2017, 06:10:43 PM »
it's because i have a secret marsy sense that tells me when you posted a new dump and totally not because i was stalking you what????
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« Reply #7 on: August 31, 2017, 06:11:25 PM »

briar-rose estΓ©ves

- he doesn't have a middle name because his parents couldn't decide on one, and they thought briar-rose was long enough of a first name/s anyway.
- "the briar rose" is his mom's favorite brothers grimm fairy tale, hence the name. they didn't know whether they were having a boy or a girl until he actually came out, and his parents had already decided on the name.
- he was born on august twenty-second, making him a leo-virgo cusp, in comox, canada.
- he is half portuguese and half english, and is also fluent in both languages, as well as spanish. he's also fluent in asl and knows conversational french because he's got an amazing memory and he's just Awesome.
- most people call him rose or rosie, but he has an assortment of nicknames and pet names from his family members, including docinho (sweetie), amorzinho (little love or sweetheart), meu bem (my darling), and most commonly, pequeno anjo (little angel).
- his family is really big. he has lots of cousins, aunts, uncles, and grandparents. he also has an older half brother (older by five years).
- his mother was engaged to be married and pregnant with rose's older brother when her ex-fiancΓ© left her for another woman. three and a half years later, she met rose's father, and a couple years after that, they got married and she got pregnant with rosie.
- his father's family is catholic, and his mother's family is christian, but most of them don't force their religion down his throat, and are pretty open-minded.
- he's androsexual and androromantic. he's So Freaking Gay.
- he has generalized and social anxiety disorder, and goes to therapy every three weeks (or as needed), as well as takes medication for it. he also has insomnia as a result of his anxiety, but it's gotten better.
- he's a tol smol, six-foot-one and well-built. he's got a really nice smile and a really nice butt.
- he's got ?? such ?? nice skin ?? ?
- generous, enthusiastic, altruistic, faithful, artistic, gentle, creative, imaginative, moody, secretive, self-critical & self-conscious, overemotional, worrier, timid, nervous & anxious, nurturing, loving, forgiving, wise & intelligent, soft-spoken
- he sometimes features in youtubers' videos, but he doesn't have his own channel. he's probably snapchat-insta famous, though, tbh.
- he loves to sing, and he has such a beautiful voice. he often sings at family reunions, due to always-popular-request. he plays the piano and guitar, too. he's so talented (but he doesn't think so, rip).
- he just wants everyone to be happy. he literally cries, or at least tears up, every time he sees and/or hears about something bad happening on the news or wherever, and he's always thinking about it and sometimes it gets to be too much because he wants to take the hurt from everyone and he wants so badly for everyone to be happy and for all this unnecessary pain to stop.
- he cries a lot, but mostly in private. he's probably cried himself asleep so much in the past month that his tears could fill a five-foot swimming pool. he HATES crying in front of others.
- when people compliment him and tell him how much he means to them, etc, he has to try really hard to keep back tears, because it means so much to him; more than anyone could ever know. he has such a low self-esteem and when he's given even the tiniest compliment or praise his world gets so much brighter.
- a sweet baby boy, too good for this world, too pure.
- he's just the sweetest kid ever, to be honest. he's always smiling, and he is so polite and respectful.
- he's kind of shy, and doesn't talk a whole lot, but when he does, his voice is so soft and he's always so freaking sweet and gentle, and he chooses his words carefully.
‘ you can be so much softer than me with your sweet nothings . i'm not like that . i don't know how to love anything without sinking my teeth into it . ’
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Re: and my pride is all i've got ⋅ ⋆ dump
« Reply #8 on: August 31, 2017, 06:12:08 PM »
smdh fue, you li'l stalker

jk ilysm and it honestly makes me feel so giddy n happy that you care that much <3
‘ you can be so much softer than me with your sweet nothings . i'm not like that . i don't know how to love anything without sinking my teeth into it . ’
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Re: and my pride is all i've got ⋅ ⋆ dump
« Reply #9 on: August 31, 2017, 06:13:46 PM »
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Re: and my pride is all i've got ⋅ ⋆ dump
« Reply #10 on: August 31, 2017, 06:14:32 PM »
・゚✧ can i get a kiss? and can you make it last forever? i said i'm 'bout to go to war and i don't know if i'ma see you again.

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Re: and my pride is all i've got ⋅ ⋆ dump
« Reply #11 on: August 31, 2017, 06:14:50 PM »
tbh i don't even know why i was tryna be slick with it but anyways yes marsy ily2 <3

hypothesis: marsy has a tall boy kink
evidence: all of their boys are tall and two of them are exactly 6' 1"
conclusion: marsy's tryna climb some trees if u know what i mean ;)))
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Re: and my pride is all i've got ⋅ ⋆ dump
« Reply #12 on: August 31, 2017, 06:16:33 PM »
hypothesis: marsy has a tall boy kink
evidence: all of their boys are tall and two of them are exactly 6' 1"
conclusion: marsy's tryna climb some trees if u know what i mean ;)))

i mean, solid evidence. like, real solid.
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« Reply #13 on: August 31, 2017, 06:17:20 PM »
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Re: and my pride is all i've got ⋅ ⋆ dump
« Reply #14 on: August 31, 2017, 06:20:03 PM »
Enjoy Your Stay In Hell

FUCK FUE you figured me out
cherry is tall too, he's about six-foot-one (':
that's three down, and my new babe is gonna be tol too hehehhh

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